ah stress. made some majorly exciting progress in the studio this weekend, but having some difficulties with technology today... computer is in the shop!... biting our nails are we. yes. time to get an external cd writer for better backup, i do say. these are the little "extras" that i was talking about in the latest pre-order update (in the newsletter)... the last minute expenses that come up just when things are all planned out. damn. damn damn.

also stressed because i've made a rather hefty decision to really take matters into (and subsequently out of) my hands with EM. (estrogen music). (www.estrogenmusic.com). (does everyone know about EM?) ... (if not check it out, i'm not going to explain the history here). the story now is that i started it 2 years ago but i'm really no longer able to devote time, the type of time it deserves and NEEDS, because let's face it, i want to focus on **my music** and **THIS ALBUM** and all associated things/work. i hope you guys don't mind! *grin* But... in making a decision like that, it's super stressful because EM is like a baby to me... and any time you see a project not reach its full potential, it's heartbreaking. However the only way that EM can continue is if i find someone who wants to take over as president and really run it. Really grow it. has to be the right person. *sigh*

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